Wow! havnt been on here in ages *s* well lets start of supremely sober, from this point on since im so bad about keeping up with ither this or live journal, i am going to post the same things at both, so if you read one, dont read the other.....unless i tell you that is! *grinn* okey! here ya go!

Wow. Right now its like i'll never laugh again. I had sociology today and there were a few questions brought out to start some convo. Well its kind of been puting me in one of 'those' moods....like nothings funny, not everythings serious, but....oh i dont really know how to say it. The question i had in my head, or rather the thoughts i had after sociology came down to this. "Why has the morality of our society today been brought so low as to the point of beastiality?" (and for those of you who dont know, that word has more than one deffination) I cant seem to fathom the idea that in todays society it is acceptable for a parent to be neglectful emotionally towards their child. So in-turn the child kills the family dog, so the parents send the child off to some psycology quack and they offically lable the child as with something their not. Well the parent or possibly parents are astounded by these happenings, they cant possibly fathom the idea of their child doing this. Now the child goes back into society with a lable of some kind seen as 'mentaly unstable' and the whole time the parents dont ask the child, dont really do anything. Every day i see things, a comercial, a picture, an action that ither did or didnt take place between two people. Why is it that we, one of or even mabey 'the' greatest nation cant see past our own protruding gut of greed and ignorance? The majority of people in the us of a dont seem to understand simple common courtasys when it comes to strangers, or even friends. ...i just dont get it, and in many ways i wish i did, but then again im almost afraid of what i might see in those i know, or worst of all what i might see in myself.

for those of you who dont know me well, i am always thinking of this, its a never ending cycle for me, i smile and laugh but this is always somewhere in the back of my mind.